day breaks bleak and hard my head is fit to burst I hate waking up in the cells I’m nobody’s hero now I can’t account for myself but I know that I’m still beautiful in a ragamuffin way I listen to my heart I let it speak for me there’s no mistake in nature and there’s no mistaking me I’ve broken many laws in my efforts to break free so lock me up again throw away the key break me on the wheel or fuck off and let me be
16 February 2024
15 February 2024
fraternity
after forty days and nights I’ve come in from the wilderness to make my bed where the wild things sleep naked and alone but I can bear the load coz in my story I am free but makes me so certain? what does freedom mean to me? well, I’m not free enough and I’m not satisfied where’s the peace of mind I was guaranteed when I cut the cords that bind? I cultivated a little space on the edge of society coz I’ve lost faith in people as they’ve lost track of me I’m something of a misanthrope it cannot be denied it was learn to love my neighbour or find a place to hide
10 February 2024
Las Vegas
my stones ache in the morning but that’s par for the course I’m doing jack shit and I almost regret it coz you can’t retrieve lost time and that don’t buy no sleep I could use some sleep I’ve been dredging the low end for forty days and nights I could tell it like it is but I would sound insane I bet my wages on a lightning strike but I struck out once again I’m eating crow for breakfast but this is chicken town I need to find a new game before the landlord comes around so I’m heading to Las Vegas to get my business fixed pump me a few while I wait for the bus this old dog is learning new tricks
cities on fire
cities on
fire
in the
republic of sorrows
cities on
fire
in the land
of the free
cities on
fire
where the
dark horse rises
cities on
fire
far as the
eye can see
we’re
talking London and Chicago
we’re
talking Memphis Tennessee
I got
gasoline in the car
take a ride
with me
cities on
fire
across the
planet
cities on
fire
it’s our
destiny
9 February 2024
tyrannised
I guess I’ll tend to my own troubles and you can tend to yours don’t talk to me about feelings I don’t want to talk about my feelings I want to scream and shout about my feelings I want to roll them all up into one vicious ball and ram it down your throat so you can scream about it too we could scream our skeletons loose we could scream ourselves empty we could scream until we are free
your sympathy offends me I’ll have none of that I’m pinned up on a meat hook but I’ll suffer no pity from acquiescent sheep I’d
rather play the devil than earn a
place in heaven I’d like to burn it
down and erase it from my heart I’ve been tyrannised with love for more than long enough I’m
not asking for forgiveness I’m just
not ready yet I don’t want to be blessed if I must be content