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7 September 2025

whispers

 

I felt I owed you some words      but what’s the point?     they wouldn’t ring true     they’d make me like you      I’m too lazy now       to speak the truth      they say there’s beauty in truth       even when it hurts      I’m not so sure       the truth can be ugly      it can cut like a knife  

does the lie you believe become the truth?     people tell lies to look more attractive    but mostly they just get uglier     I heard what you said      that I wasn’t worth knowing     but it was said from a distance      so I might have been dreaming

1 September 2025

the cloak of madness

 

a world without madness     would be a mediocrity    but when I realised what a sick, awful joke the world is    I went stark raving mad   and madness begets madness   so soon I was lost    insanity is no escape from reality        it’s an overdose of reality       isolation, loneliness, desperation and rage       all of these are real        the whole world is mad       and in a world of madness       perhaps only the crazy are truly sane      

I have worn the cloak of madness         madness that wore me down      it took over my mind     and co-opted every action        my messianic highs, my diabolical lows     were as inclement as the weather        they guided my tongue  and my actions       they damned me as they exalted me    but I glimpsed eternity         and thrilled to uncover my great secret       we are all as gods       we are all of us insane       only some of us know it      only some bear the pain

31 August 2025

Logia

 

I want to live the life of my dreams        use my power in the service of my vision       let me tell you about my favourite hallucination…    it didn’t look like him      but I knew who he was from his smile       he was young        he will always be young        he brought a message from my sponsor      I’d been tuning into the wrong channel       I’d better find a new gimmick       abandon my poverty     store up some treasure in heaven    I needed a change of scene    I needed to change a lot of things        the cosmos seems indifferent and cold     so how about a little peace, love and understanding?      if it’s too hard to get your head around      you can always consult the manual…

30 August 2025

frenzied


I could torch this world of contradictions     everything is turned on its head        good is evil     and evil is good      and no-one really cares      I get the rage       it’s more than simple savagery       it runs rational and lethal         it’s integral to my energy

I embrace my anger as something splendid     something glorious       a denial of restraint       but never of reason       I’m talking something pure       free of horror or pity       action beyond mere frenzy       the ripened grapes of wrath

I’m a singular entity    I keep my own counsel     the panicked herd does not sway me      I damn them all to perdition        I’m ruthless and perfected        in my wayward geometry       I’ll see them burn      in the hell they made for me


29 August 2025

Shameful

 

so I’m the bad guy?     how did that happen?    I thought I was spreading love      but I was sewing discord       I was a devil        but ain’t we all devils?     and Isn’t this our hell?        man, it’s so easy  to be wicked     people will help you     everybody does it     I was no different        maybe I was worse       but according to the common gospel       I’ve been forgiven      coz the sins of the flesh are unimportant          only sins of the soul  are shameful 

26 August 2025

Manic

 

don’t judge that book by its cover       that cunt could get a piece at anybody’s door        he oozes a dark charisma       that’s how he gets things done        he’s packing dynamite     and he’s on a short fuse       anything can happen       and very often does       aye, he’s bad news     his wiring is all wrong      he don’t mean no harm       but sometimes he can’t help himself

25 August 2025

Doxy

I’m just an ordinary sucker       with extraordinary needs      I have to stir the pot     several times a week        my appetites are excessive         my appetites are raw       for me sex is like a drug        that leaves me wanting more

everything is about sex       except sex      sex is about power      maybe that’s my problem        maybe I lack power       or perhaps I have too much      all I know is when I make that contact           and the game is on      I’m more than just promiscuous        I’m mother nature’s son

New Tricks...

 

these bones have lost their savour
my teeth are worn to stumps
but this dog has owned his days
he won’t lick your fucking hand
and he won’t do tricks for treats
you can’t butter him up with praise
or appeal to his conceit
this dog is long past caring
his concerns are obsolete

20 August 2025

aligned

 

there ain’t no partial truths

there ain’t no might have beens   

it’s either true or false     

there ain’t no in-betweens

they say the truth will set you free     

but first, it’ll fuck with your head      

if you can’t deal with that    

you may as well be blind    

coz the truth’s a revolution      

fomenting in your mind

it only becomes apparent

when heart and head align

every mother’s son

 

being special is nothing special     everybody is special to somebody     I draw no conclusions       and I don’t get specific    this world is a wonder        if you’re paying attention       the people who live here are beautiful and terrible       none of them were born alone       no matter what they tell you        every mother’s son      had a bosom for a pillow     no one walks the earth alone 

18 August 2025

Diablero

 

Ain’t it hard just to live? There’s no accounting for people or what passes for right and wrong. I’d been shooting my mouth off. I was up to no good with nowhere to turn but bad.  I’d deviated from the norm. I’d been scaring the neighbours. Somebody called the cops. Yeah, somebody called the cops.  But I know my rights.

“You have the right to obey. Compliance is mandatory. There is only one rule: obey all the rules.”

They held me on trumped-up charges of lewd behaviour and vagrancy.  They confiscated my shoelaces. They confiscated my humanity. They took me to a doctor who said,

“What’s wrong with his head is anybody’s guess. He needs to be disinfected. He’s channelling subversive vibrations.  We’d better lock him up; I think that’s for the best.”

They put me in the quiet room, where I’d plan for my escape. I’d tiptoe right out of there. I’ve learned to play their game.

I level up heavy again and again. But I don’t complain. That’s just my lot; it’s always been this way.  Mania is a gift from the cosmos. The truth don’t stop. It’s rolling on hard, like the driven rain. I have a face for every season. They can’t take that from me.

 

3 August 2025

remission

I’m flowering in heaven      though my roots are in hell      I’ve come into remission  from sorrow and regret       I no longer freak out at the slightest provocation    I’ve achieved harmony in heart and mind        it’s time to loosen up      create a new space for my peace    the world is big and full of woes      I could be cut down at any moment     but I’m free for now and that’s enough for me