31 July 2023
beelzebub
27 July 2023
rocket to the sun
I slipped into your purse with your matches your makeup and your works I rifled through your drawers to find your stash and I got a glimpse of your psychology you’re packed to crash and end all our fun but that’s okay you just thought of it first when I was young I slashed my wrists the scars remain but the boy is gone he’s on a rocket to the sun nothing now can bring him down
22 July 2023
breaking news
what the fuck? what the actual fuck? I mean what? someone pissed in the well and poisoned my loving cup I sprang a leak somewhere in my head my thoughts, those tiny blind assassins coursed through my mind with the seductive force of reason logic clad in gun metal I’m no longer trusted so they wrapped me in chains and set their dogs on me
breaking news! this just in… for the sake of (my) humanity they saw me stoned they had me sectioned and shaved for dissection they’d mete out measure for measure against my indiscretions coz I drink too much to always play fair and I taught myself to be a cunt so I got what was coming to me they’ll always see the worst in me but you don’t care, do you? I’ve often been good to you and you and I are square
10 July 2023
My Death Songs
man I’m strung out like never before my death songs bud ruby on my lips the voices of ancient lovers exposed in tender hearts and bloody groins sing the song eternal and their words breathe sexual in my hungry ears they know the sounds I long to hear theirs is the music of children’s laughter mixed with my own foolish lamentations those tears will always flow while the burden of love is loss
8 July 2023
God Kills
I was high obscenely naked and high and she was low with her blows in her kicking boots her dirty snake eyed boots I would not wear such boots coz I’m an natural man
and no one poisons my well
no one bleeds me dry only
God can kill me he’ll have step
so lightly coz I never close my eyes
I rehearse my dreams and I have learned to fly
