I made my own
bible proclaimed it like a
trumpet the world was deaf and did not hear but
my words were impeccable I tried to
use their power in the direction
of good because I am an instrument of peace and a vassal of love because love is the supreme science love is the only law
this was no
epiphany it all came on real easy like over the course of decades it was less a voyage of discovery more a process of discarding garbage I know who I am now and I won’t forget the world won’t let me I’m fatally flawed and that’s my strength it can’t be used against me
individuals
are thin on the ground most people
are just copies nothing of them is
original they are an amalgam of stories
they have heard because everyone has
stories playing inside their heads we’re all just the stories we tell
ourselves most of them are fictions we take pride in our fictions our uniqueness but when I found out who I really was I
was bitterly disappointed because
I’m not at all unique I’m a total fucking cliché
a manic
depressive whore with a taste for
drink and drugs I truly am my own
worst enemy I’m just a Jonas and
I seem to sow discord wherever I go but I ain’t crying when
I survey my life I see I’ve lived it as
well as I could but it doesn’t
matter now just how I have lived I can no longer play the role assigned me I simply ceased to give a shit and that brought me peace of mind but I had to make that peace through
understanding because everything is
connected everything is now
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