everything speaks to power and power’s been the primary object of every human discourse since the world began what do you think of me now? do I meet with your approval? have finally said something that you can understand? out in street they’re saying that democracy is coming but they’ll settle for a placebo it’s the theatre that matters in this spectacle of life if voting made a difference they wouldn’t let us do it because all political power resides with the ruling classes but it’s a tale of bread and circuses for the ordinary man
17 July 2024
16 July 2024
hagiography
dark and shameful secrets occupy my mind there’s poison in my politics madness in my plans I’m a killer in my dreams an assassin with a smile I have to get with the program I have countless graves to fill I’m a prisoner of my past my memories haunt me still the propulsive power of mania illuminates my plight so dial me another doctor who ain’t afraid to fight who’ll salve my exquisite pain and shield my innocent eyes till I find a place in heaven where no-one ever dies I may have spoken with angels it might have been a dream we’re talking about a world where nothing is as it seems but I have to believe in something it’s a basic human need
15 July 2024
grievous messenger
everything speaks to power power and resistance the individual is the product of that merciless geometry I’m not saying everything is bad I’m saying that everything is dangerous let that knowledge be the blade that carves out your place in society
self importance is the first sign of man’s creeping corruption the truth is not always beautiful but the hunger for it is a man who lies to himself loses the power to love he has rejected his identity to pretend he’s somebody else but his true name wields a power that has lasted through the ages he’s the grievous messenger of the darkest force of all
14 July 2024
a sky song
if I was caught in a storm
and somehow swallowed lightning
got all lit up on the inside so I spoke in the tongue of angels would you call me crazy? would you let them lock me up? because you don’t care about angels or what they have to say but it couldn’t hurt your ears to listen to a friend
what if it was just a dream? everybody dreams but they don’t get confused because their dreams aren’t real what if I’m dreaming now? was I ever truly conscious? does it matter much to me? did I let something slip? does my madness show through? I had to open up to allow myself to feel I’m turning my wounds into knowledge learning from my mistakes and planning
to make some more
this world is so seductive
I want to leave no path untrodden
because I’m not afraid to love though love can be a cruel thing depending on your angle love’s a funny word with many different meanings I
place no faith in words because all
my words are stolen I tear them from
the sky to weigh for depth and tone before
I finally rearrange them to
find out what they signify have I etched a moment of bliss? or maybe a flicker of a hell? in certain circumstances it’s difficult to tell
13 July 2024
sucker
it’s hard to walk away from a losing streak there is a lure in risk that gets into the blood to tyrannise the heart with articles of faith the deck is always loaded nobody ever wins when I got hip to that I only bet on myself I thought that I was clever I thought I couldn’t lose but I made a sucker wager when I staked my independence on the empty promises of ill-considered friends it seems I can’t rely on others I can’t trust anyone else when it gets right down to cases I can’t even trust myself