day by day my vibrations grow thinner I best seal my books before an inspector steals my secrets man, I’m on the frayed edge it’s combat stress every weekend back from the pub a sorcerer full of secrets I can speak the old abracadabra do a little kiss and tell but I’ll bite my tongue on my long walk home I won’t mention you mum’s the word no one needs to know where our bodies are buried or who has lain with who there’s no need to worry I’m strictly confidential you can bank on my silence this isn’t my first caper and it won’t be my last people are at war with their inner dimensions and they ain’t taking prisoners this close to the front I know the pain of universal
conflict but I’m not afraid of circumstances can you smell that? our bridges are burning I’ll dance in their ashes when I’m good and drunk
4 April 2023
bridges
16 March 2023
tamagotchi warrior
I need christ how I need there’s never enough to fill my need I got the craving something chronic I’m not saying I’m sick but I’m more than interested this shit is the filth there’s always the flip side every silver lining wrapped in a shit storm I count my blessings but they have edges lacerating edges I’m a bloody mess from coming and going I plough a straight furrow but that’s just camouflage I like to blend with the static
8 March 2023
Bethlehem
I was reborn after the big sleep the deep sleep the sleep of dreams I was tired to the bone and sick of monsters and men are monsters who take up arms these are the days of the beast the beast tattoos our hearts with the dread apprehension and we live in fear and fear makes us monsters but there is no defence from the certainty of death only the promise of life eternal in the kingdom to come for hope springs eternal here in Bethlehem
25 February 2023
submarines
what a palaver there’s no doubt she dished dirt the full kitchen sink like some tacky soap I said lend me your body I’ll wipe that smile off your face a little dark humour from a darker place you know who you’ll answer to back indoors you can’t beat that peach they bruise too sweet she was dancing with moon dogs she dances real good but her mind is gone still, any old tart in a storm
she was
looking for someone to submerge
herself in someone to redeem her
dreams but life shows little
mercy I didn’t have the
space and her motion made
me sick we were shacked up less
than a week before we sprang
one that’s the trouble with
submarines they are rarely
observed and they’re always
sinking but I was in it for the
kicks the rest is propaganda
16 February 2023
bona
it’s those lesser evils that keep us tuned to the straight and narrow we didn’t choose this life but it’s our bread and butter god knows we’re bona good for nothing good for a laugh good after bad so dummy up and shine on this I’m only saying this for your own benefit be a shame to stumble to stumble and fall on yer fat arse this late in the game shape you’re in shape I’m in shapes we’re in we do the best we can with what we’ve got wherever we are we do the best we can but we’re only as good as we have to be