I need christ how I need there’s never enough to fill my need I got the craving something chronic I’m not saying I’m sick but I’m more than interested this shit is the filth there’s always the flip side every silver lining wrapped in a shit storm I count my blessings but they have edges lacerating edges I’m a bloody mess from coming and going I plough a straight furrow but that’s just camouflage I like to blend with the static
16 March 2023
tamagotchi warrior
8 March 2023
Bethlehem
I was reborn after the big sleep the deep sleep the sleep of dreams I was tired to the bone and sick of monsters and men are monsters who take up arms these are the days of the beast the beast tattoos our hearts with the dread apprehension and we live in fear and fear makes us monsters but there is no defence from the certainty of death only the promise of life eternal in the kingdom to come for hope springs eternal here in Bethlehem
25 February 2023
submarines
what a palaver there’s no doubt she dished dirt the full kitchen sink like some tacky soap I said lend me your body I’ll wipe that smile off your face a little dark humour from a darker place you know who you’ll answer to back indoors you can’t beat that peach they bruise too sweet she was dancing with moon dogs she dances real good but her mind is gone still, any old tart in a storm
she was
looking for someone to submerge
herself in someone to redeem her
dreams but life shows little mercy I didn’t have the space and her motion made me sick we were shacked up less than a week before we sprang one that’s the trouble with submarines they are rarely observed and never experienced but I was in it for the kicks the rest is propaganda
16 February 2023
bona
it’s those lesser evils that keep us tuned to the straight and narrow we didn’t choose this life but it’s our bread and butter god knows we’re bona good for nothing good for a laugh good after bad so dummy up and shine on this I’m only saying this for your own benefit be a shame to stumble to stumble and fall on yer fat arse this late in the game shape you’re in shape I’m in shapes we’re in we do the best we can with what we’ve got wherever we are we do the best we can but we’re only as good as we have to be
12 February 2023
flicker
it was a flicker of hell but that was enough to shrivel me knackers and sober me judge I’m laying one on I’m covering up this party’s over and I’m cutting up rough best find me some sugar to put in me cup coz I lived to tell but man, it was tough