we’ve all been up we’ve all been down this old life is a merry go round just try to remember that it’s only a ride it’s never too late to get high so do a carpe diem get up and dry your eyes today will fade away but tomorrow never dies
16 October 2022
14 October 2022
tyrant
there’s a tyrant in my heart knee deep in atrocity there’s a tyrant in
my heart bleeding out hysterically the poison he spews forth is
petty mean and selfish he’s tearing me apart but I’m under his
bloody thumb
there’s a tyrant in my heart who lashes out in anger there’s a tyrant in my heart who wields a vicious tongue the abuse he dishes out fills me with remorse I could die of shame when I think of what he’s done
there’s a tyrant in my heart who severs my connections there’s a tyrant in my heart that wants me all alone he whimpers in the dark and rails against the light yes a tyrant rules my heart and I’m not the only one
13 October 2022
subterranean
I’m in deep too deep subterranean tunnelling in the dark sifting shit for a living if you can call it living I’m inclined to think I’m beyond that I was pronounced dead by the committee and the committee ought to know this could be my hell or some other phony religious device I’ve got to get out of this hole before it becomes my nest I’m loaded with dynamite I just don’t have no matches but one day I’ll explode catalysed by friction and I’ll see you all again in the kingdom yet to come
sucker
I fell for the psycho-sexual intrigue again it was fucked up but she said I was her man who was I to disagree? did you ever get the déjà vu? the feeling that you met before? I’m a sucker for that shit I guess we’re all the same my alarm bells were ringing but I didn’t listen I tried to tell myself I was only in it for the ride I’d take it as it comes coz I’m that kind of guy but I’m a sucker just the same that cannot be denied
11 October 2022
darker
slowly turn the tides to ebb and flow in darkness what’s the spread today? am I gonna make it? coz I feel low like I’m definitely sinking there’s a pattern to my days they grow darker in procession I’ve been blunted and the sun barely reaches into the hole I’m digging it could be darker that’s the way it’s heading my progress is relentless the darkness unforgiving